I sew a little but my mother sews most of the ideas i come up with and I am kind of the designer or engineer if you will. I am large for 2 reasons. 1 i was upset cause of a hit and run accident made it so I couldn't walk easily and i pushed myself in physical therapy to the point i spent 1800 of my own money and i went into deep depression trying to eat myself to death....stupid plan. my fault i owe up to it. 2. i have a horrible condition known as lymphedema and lymphorrhea. I just want a place that I can either help others or get help myself. So I hope you all will accept us into your group. thank you. Dave aka Gun 425 last registered weight hoping 405-415 now and pants usually 58 cause of a flap on my amputated leg. waist actually 52 i believe. currently so bad i just wear 10x hospital gowns to cover everything thouroughly.